My secret :)

Crazy Random, I know, especially since I haven't blogged forever but I have a secret, sometimes I call it my black little secret- I want to be a Rock Star! :)
I'm obsessed with music and feel very depressed without it in my life even for a day. Truthfully I just wanna be in a band and play the drums. That's not crazy right I'm sure there are lots of stay at home moms who live normal respectable descent lives in the daytime but than at night their kids hear them rocking out and playing the drums right :)

ahh the choices we have to make in our lives, well my rockstar dream may never come true but they can't keep me from turning the music up, singing at the top of my lungs and dancing around the house with my lovely kids as my audience :) * Did I ever mention Dave was in a band (actually a couple) but the one I'd heard of was Bobby Brady. Wish I could have seem him play cuz man he would have been even more unresistable to me than. Me and him are gonna start a band when we're all old and the kids are gone :) ha ha we'll be called the old decrepits.

Anyways these two songs I have fallen in love with lately. The lead singer in muse kinda reminds me of my ol friend Blaine, makes me miss all the fun times we had and wonder how his life is going, he sure was a great friend-one of the best. It sucks to lose track of friends. Anyways call me crazy but someday I'll be rockin out on those drums :) P.S. I love the shuffle dance in the muze video- he's just awesome!

And by the way we are Here now! It'll be coming up in the next post!