Just to clarify

Well just to clarify a little bit so people don't think I'm vain, I'm pretty sure the money problems quote threw everyone off, and the fact that I'm a pretty vauge person and hard to understand sometimes. Yes money worries, we all have them and it sucks, my ration of gas for two weeks is I get to have $25 which equals 6 gallons of gas, ya I'm really getting nowhere with that, but that's not all of my stress. Alot of it comes from Dave and school, It's at the point where he is looking for a job for after graduation which means a lot of changes in our lives, 1st off is finding a job, 2nd we would like to stay close, but there's not that many computer jobs in this area, so if we are moving we'd have to sell our house and the market is down right now, plus getting it all ready to sell, but I'm not sure if we are selling so I don't know exactly what to do there, and I've never lived outside of this valley, kinda scary for me to move. And then there is his classes, they are hard and stressful and he has to do alot of work and there is nothing I can do about him passing them whatsoever, so I just pray and pray and pray that he'll get a good grades (did I mention yet I'm a control freak and this is really hard not having any control over the outcome) Another thing is Payton's preschool, I don't know where to put him, I hate calling people (it's torturous to me to call a stranger) So I have to figure all that out and if we're moving he won't even go half the year. The other big stresses is just life, I am responsible for every aspect of our life except for Dave's schooling and work, that means I have to take care of the house, the foods, the bills, the lawn, the clothes, get the garbage out and every other responsibility and worry that comes with adulthood, plus I get to compare my kids to other kids and hope that they are doing okay and that I'm being a good enough mom and carry that guilt along with me when I don't think I'm measuring up. But this is life and I am sure there are many other people with the same problems or worse. So in short My life is good, I am blessed, most of my problems are fixable and not life detrimental, they just cause stress in my life. And like all your comments we're in this life together, Heavenly Father is here to help us, most definitely with our money problems if we pay our tithes +fast offerings (this is a fact, as I've witnessed this many times in my own life) and we will make it through . Thanks for all your love and encouragement 2, just wanted you to know that all I care about isn't just the money, though that is a big factor in life and ya it's nice and okay in my opinion to vent sometimes. :)